6w6d

Brown spotting started again this morning, but I don't care because I knew I would probably bleed some more and brown is better than red.  2 days until the u/s.  Getting nervous.  I really need good news especially since I have my oath ceremony right afterwards.  I just hate this time period in pregnancy and worried to death about having another missed m/c.

I am really at a breaking end with dh and his adhd.  Who knows when he will get another doctor and get on a higher dose of meds.  Last night he left his iphone on the kitchen table and dd grabbed it this morning, ran into the kitchen and threw it in the sink of water.  Of course this all happened 1 minute before her therapist arrived.  I immediately put it in a bag of rice after trying to get the case off.  30 minutes later I read that it needed to be powered off completely so I tried that, but it would let me, so who knows if it will work in a few days or not.

So anyways me and dh then got into a fight about this when dh woke up.  I told dh last month he could buy an iphone only on one condition - that he is careful with it.  He has broken 2 phones before and one of my old phones, not to mention 2 laptops, a baby gate, bouncer seat, 2 car tires, hundreds of cds, xbox games, and lost his ds with over $1000 worth of games (including 2 of mine he borrowed).  I knew he was careless, but thought with the price of the phone he would try and be more careful and this was his birthday present and then he could stop complaining about how I have an iphone and he doesn't.  Well his birthday is still a week away and the phone has already gotten broke.  He thinks he shouldn't be at fault and it is my fault for being down here with dd.  Meanwhile I told him he knows not to leave it where she can grab it and dd is a lot faster than I am.  At least I tried to do something right away to help save it, unlike him doing nothing when he spilled milk all over my computer.  So now he says he is getting a new one and it is coming out of dd's money which I said no way.  One, if it wasn't for me dd wouldn't even be getting any money since he didn't even want me to apply.  I am just sick and tired of this disease and him continuously breaking things (either intentionally or by accident) and me having to pay for it.  We can't afford to keep up with this.

Speaking of him recking things, he also deleted my business program off the computer some time in the last few weeks.  It was accident, but still there goes 14 months of clients information I had on the program, not to mention the whole price list.  I know it is partly my fault for not backing stuff up, but still he should have asked me before he went and deleted things without knowing what they are.