20 weeks

Finally half way through the pregnancy.
Here's hoping to a better 2nd half.

I am still 1 week away from when ds died so that will be a big milestone for me.
Then 4 weeks from viability - not like it means much because being viabile is different than actually being able to live and be normal.
8 weeks away from 3rd trimester and survibility increase to 95%.
11 weeks away from when I gave birth last time.
17 weeks away from full-term
and 19 weeks away from earliest c-section date if there is no problems.

I am also worried because the longer I go the higher the chance I can get pre-eclampsia and iugr agin.  Of course if it happens at the end it isn't as big of a deal, but I really wish I won't have to deal with those things again.