So took my last pill last night and had my suppression check this morning. I was hoping to speak with the nurse when she called because the pharmacy still doesn't have the script for the PIO, but unfortunately the music in my car was probably too loud and I missed her call. I didn't check my phone again until 4 when I was leaving to pick dd up from school and thinking it weird she still hasn't called since she usually does between 2 and 3, and there was the missed calls and voice message from an hour earlier. Guess this means I am going to have to call tomorrow, leave a message (since they never pick up the phone), and wait for who knows how long to call back. I would like to place the order for PIO and ganirelix tomorrow so it can arrive on Friday.
Anyways, now I am on med break again (except for the prenatal and q10). I start the stims on Saturday and go back for bloodwork and u/s next Wednesday. So it is looking like ER will be between June 20-22.
The good news is I don't have to worry about my citizenship interview anymore interfering with the cycle time line. I got my letter the other day and we go on July 10. I will either be 5 weeks pregnant by then or coming off of a horrible AF. Let's hope for the first. The good part about that too is that it will be just before I should have any bad pregnancy symptoms so don't have to worry about m/s or being extremely tired during the test and long waiting.
I am glad that the wait for this cycle is finally over and we are starting to get the ball rolling again. Though I hated having to wait, I think it was good for my psyche. I have a fresh and renewed feeling going into this cycle. Even though it has only been 7 weeks, it feels like it has been 7 months. It did help though that other parts of my life have been very busy the past month and a half.
It has also helped blocking signatures and pictures on ff. I never realized how much that stuff affected me before, but it was really eating at me. Even thinking about it, how all the woman in my dd's due date group have already given birth again or are in the third trimester and I am hoping to just be getting pregnant. It really hit me tonight when I was on fb and one of the woman had a picture of her 2nd baby saying it is 9 months today. It made me really stop and think, here she was already with a 9 month old (and she wasn't the first one to give birth again). That means that it has been 9 months since she gave birth and 18 months since she got pregnant on the first month of trying. Meanwhile I remember when she got pregnant me and dh had been trying for 6 months already, so add that up and it means we have been ttc #2 for 2 years now.
Kind of depressing when you think about it :(
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