Trying to pass time

I hate being in this limbo period.  I also hate how just because we need ivf I need to follow what my doctor says about everything.  My wtf appt is on Friday.   Getting kind of nervous on what she will say.  Hoping she will let me start once AF comes, but of course who knows when that will be.  I started temping again today.  Haven't temped in 3 years so it really sucks having to do it again for this cycle, but at least it will help pinpoint AF that is if I even ovulate.  Right now I am on day 7 and had a high temp this morning.  I know it is still early, but it worries me with my temp still being so high that I won't ovulate for a long time.  Also I have pain in my ovaries some time when I move which suggests to me that I have left over cysts so who knows how this cycle will go. 

I am wondering what the doctor will do next.  All I know is I want to go on PIO next time and not the crinone.  I was on injectable progesterone for my first two cycles and got pregnant both times and this time I was on crinone and got AF 2 days before my beta.  It may mean nothing but it worries me that I got AF so quickly and therefore the cycle failed.

I have now done 3 anatagonist cycles and 1 flare cycle.  There are pros and cons to each.
I got pregnant with doing anatagonist twice, but of course they were both 3 years ago.  The third time I did the anatagonist I had 75% empty follicles and never even made it to day 3 transfer.

The flare protocal is faster and costs less, but I had massive headaches 24/7 with it and there are more shots.  I also had worse values going into ER.  Had the same number of follicles, but they greatly varied in size so only half were the proper size, however I got more eggs and had 3 embryos on day 3, however I didn't get pregnant.

So I don't know what I should do next time.  It seems that no matter what protocal I am on I get a similar number of eggs at ER.  Though I have been successful with anatgaonist before I worry about getting empty follicles again.  And though I like how the flare is much shorter, I had my worse response going into ER and didn't get pregnant.

I think my RE is regreting taking on our case.  And to think when we started ivf we were only dealing with mfi