So 2 days after starting the gonal-f the symptoms are starting again. My head has been pounding the past 3 days and today my right ovary started hurting again.
Unfortunately the hormones and dh being off his med is not mixing well. We had a huge fight today and he even threatened that he will not do this cycle. I told him he can't do that since he already signed the consents and I am already in the middle of the cycle. His response was "too bad". I told him if he did that I will sue him, unfortunately dh learned too much from me and knows that sueing won't even do anything since he is broke and has nothing to lose. Doesn't help that his mother tells him that we shouldn't have another child.
I am really upset that I have to go through all the pain of ivf because of my husband's infertility and he doesn't even want another child (in fact he would be even happier not to even have any kids). I wish I could go back in time to where I was younger and found someone else who was fertile and wanted kids more than anything. Instead I married a guy who is still a kid (despite being almost 37) and wants to keep things that way and children mean growing up - something he doesn't want to do.
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