8w4d

My pregnancy symptoms have been getting stronger the last few days, though still nothing like my last two pregnancies.  Now I get nausous in the middle of the night after waking up to pee, but that is it and I am tired all day long.  Really don't feel like doing anything but lying down sleeping or watching tv, unfortunately dd is still on her Caillou obsession so do either of those things.

I am also getting more irritable.  I have had to back away from some of the boards on ff because some of the posters were just irritating me too much.

The good news is I haven't had red bleeding or spotting for over a week now.  The most I get is just a tiny bit of brown spotting in the morning which is gone by lunch time.  Today though I haven't even gotten this so I am hoping this is a good sign that the SCH is gone or almost gone.

I go for my u/s Tuesday morning and am really dreading it.  I don't want to hear bad news and since 8w6d is a big milestone day for me it is really stressing me out.  I found some almost brand new batteries in my old camera yesterday so tired using my doppler again, but still couldn't find a heartbeat after 20 minutes of looking.