Another milestone reached. I am now 3 weeks past when I delivered last time and 3 weeks from being full-term, and have at most max 5 weeks left.
I really wish I could enjoy this pregnancy since it will be my last time being pregnant, but with being so tired, being on bedrest and not doing anything while the house just gets more and more messy and disasterous, and constantly worrying something is going to go wrong I can't help it.
Really, I am looking forward to it to all be over so I can be able to do things again (even if it means being tired down with an infant) and knowing she is here and safe. I am also upset I had to shut my business down early - today I got 2 calls and had to refer them to someone else (I bet the other mobile vet in town is starting to love me). I worry what turning all these people away will cost me in the end. At least money isn't as much of a problem. Found out dh is going to get $2000 in the TEACH grant on the 20th along with the rest of his left over loan money so I should be able to pay off all our credit card debit and we should have enough to get by until his loan money comes in again in the Fall and this is with him taking the whole summer off.
I go back to the doctor's tomorrow so hopefully it is a better experience than last Thursday. Still haven't heard the urine's result so I am guessing it is still normal, which I am not surprised about. My pressures are also staying around borderline, so either they will stay like this, but most likely in the coming weeks they will start to rise further to the point I will need to be delivered. Still no signs of PE, though my feet are starting to swell a little, it is very very mild and not noticable by sight (I just notice it by feel like the skin is stretching).
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