Round 4

I had my suppression check on Tuesday which everything turned out good so I was able to stop the bcp.
Tonight was my first night starting the shots again, 10 units of lupron, which will be twice a day starting tomorrow and then on Sunday the gonal-f will be added twice daily.

The good news is that I don't have to go back for monitoring until next Friday (of course they following week I will likely pay for this).  Another good piece of news is I looked at my drug bill and found out the lupron only cost $15 instead of $30 so this cycle is only costing $75 instead of the $90 like I had planned (of course the bcp added on another $15).  Really hoping that I am pregnant and it stays before our insurance renews in July.

I did something I shouldn't have yesterday.  I went out shopping with MIL and a brought a bouncer seat.  It was only $5 so I tried to justify the cost that if we don't conceive I can sell it and regain the $5.   However my MIL wasn't too impressed and said I was jinxing myself buying baby stuff before we have a baby.  I know it is an old wives tale, but probably holds some truth since infertiles have much more time to hunt and buy baby stuff.  I mean if  we weren't IF we probably would have already had another child or at least be pregnant before I even thought of buying anything.