Need some hope

I contacted an internet baby psychic last night.  I know many people think it is a waste of money, but I just needed to hear from someone that things will work out in the end.  I have used this psychic twice before and she was right both times for my previous pregnancies (more than just chance) so I feel confident in her ability, even though she properly costs more than the newer psychics on the market.

For example, I received my first reading March 2009 just after we found out that we would need to do ivf.  She said I would conceive, find out, or give birth in April and it was a girl.  Well I had my ER on April 17 and found out I was pregnant on April 29.   That baby died at 8 weeks but after the d&c found out it was 46xx.

After my m/c I wrote back to the woman telling her the results.  She told me that my next ivf would work and she saw the month September and it was b/g twins.   We did ivf in August, found out I was pregnant end of August, and found out it was twins in September.  Though our son later ended up dying, she was originally right.

When I was preparing for ivf #3 I purposely chose not to recontact her.  I didn't want to hear if things would not work out or that it didn't add up to our ivf timeline.  Maybe this was a good thing since the ivf didn't work. 

Now however I need the hope.  I won't stop a cycle if it doesn't add up with what she says though, I just need to have some reassurance that all this isn't in vain.